[There's a lot of ...'s as she tries to find the words to say about that.]
I'm not really sure. No. We've talked. And I saw she messaged the group. I don't doubt how she's feeling. I think before everything went crazy last month we were on our way to getting somewhere. I want to believe in her and I think I do. But... Just thinking about her makes me remember what happened last month. And that scares me. A lot. I don't know if it could happen again but maybe we'd be better set up to prevent it if we were working with her instead of against her. Maybe I just need to give it time. I don't know. I really don't know. I think Emerald and Neo are kind of a packaged deal. We can't really work with one and not the other.
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I'm not really sure.
No.
We've talked.
And I saw she messaged the group.
I don't doubt how she's feeling. I think before everything went crazy last month we were on our way to getting somewhere.
I want to believe in her and I think I do.
But...
Just thinking about her makes me remember what happened last month.
And that scares me. A lot.
I don't know if it could happen again but maybe we'd be better set up to prevent it if we were working with her instead of against her.
Maybe I just need to give it time.
I don't know. I really don't know.
I think Emerald and Neo are kind of a packaged deal.
We can't really work with one and not the other.